It's okay...
It is okay to pause baby, it is okay if you are not the same woman you were before the baby.
It's okay if you don't know who you are right now. It is okay if this chapter doesn't look the way you imagined it.
It is okay to start over. It is okay.
It's okay to breathe. It is okay to stop and do absolutely nothing. It's okay to log off. It's okay if you don't look like the "you" you're used to. It's okay if you don't look like her or her, and yes her, it is okay.
We are now here my love and everything is okay. You may not have the two-parent home you imagined, but it's far from broken.
We are so in tune with ourselves, our peace, our desires, our emotions and we are actively working on our boundaries, baby steps.
We feel sexy---in and out of our clothes and on days we don't we talk to ourselves sweetly until we do.
We don't give a f**k, red f**k, blue f**k, one f**k, two f**k--about how we are perceived.
We took a break and decided to stop spending the short time we're allowed here on this Earth mourning who we once were and to fall in love with who we are today and who we are becoming. We are Nyima's mother and so many other beautiful things and we're doing amazing sweetie.
But please never forget that should you ever need to pause or start over again...
it is okay.
-XoXo,
Mani
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